2009年7月28日星期二

没有卢国明的日子第五天

从昨天到今天..
我都有带电话去学校..
因为,
晚上特别早睡..
所以没时间跟他聊天..
自从那天起..
我跟老公谈的东西如下:
J-jacky
P-phonny

P:jelous r??
J:ya a..
J:me alr jelous and angry
P:o..jz nw u scold Desmond??
J:no lo..why u xin tong a??
P:ya..canot ma??haha..
J:where u wan 2 go??why u tell Desmond and not told me??
P:bcoz u buzy..i dun wan gv u fan nao..coz i saw u ths time is very fan ur work..i talk with Desmond bcoz he is my brother..
J:ya ma??why u cant sms me and told me??why i'm the last person know this thing??who am i??
P:ths news i get from yesterday..2day i go mega is wan gv u a suprise..however,when i go 2 find u..u not at maxis centre n maxis event booth..ijz saw Desmond only..so i talk with him..sory 4 my ths attitude..
J:so,when u tell desmond ne??
P:ths noon..1.30pm above..tats no Desmond d wrong..i jz talk with him about i will go there..after tat b4talk ths news with Desmond i hv cal u..but u phone cant cal in..so i talk with Desmond jz only 2 minutes..
J:then all my false lo ok??
P:not ur false..is me..coz i noe u r my bf i didnt talk ths news with in 1st..sory..
J:then u go find other ppl lo ok??
P:why??i dun wan..i noe i didnt talk with u n 1st tat is my fault..pls dun do like ths..
J:i really not happy..why u can told other ppl 1st lo..i just wan to noe in ur heart..who am i..
P:你永远都是我的老公..我很怕给你骂..因为我知道你最近很忙再加上你很累..本来昨晚想跟你讲..你却说你不舒服想睡觉..那也对,因为很夜了..今天下午想给你惊喜..怎知道我第一次找不到你..第三次去找你的时候你却避开我..那我该怎样跟你讲??
J:我没有避开你..你是真的不得空而已!我昨天才被人骂!我要追sales而已!我没空你不会写信息的吗??
P:对不起..我没有理会你的感受..给我一次机会好吗??我答应你下次有什么事情都会让你第一个知道..对不起老公..
J:如果你是我你会怎样??
P:我会很生气..因为毕竟我是你的女朋友..对不起..不会有下次..
P:就算再说多少的对不起也宁补不了我的错..因为不是每一句对不起都可以换来没关系..无论如何就算你要我说很多的对不起我都愿意..
P:2molo wan study..i wan go sleep nw..
J:up to u..no need tell me de..just go to tell that guy..
J:and one more thing..until now u still havent told me where u wan to go..haha..i feel me now like sha lao..
P:myb italy myb india..dont think like tat k??
J:me now eating..what u want to talk just talk ok??
P:i noe u still angry me..sory..
P:不想失去你..我真的不想失去你..给我一次机会好吗??原谅我..
P:2day u off ma??u still angry me??你要怎样才原谅我??pls gv me a chance..
P:if u 2day off..can i meet u 2nite 8.00pm??
J:this week i not off day..k??
P:老公,对不起..原谅我..我没有出国留学了..因为我不想自已一个人去..
J:你去你的外国留学吧!别管我了..
P:老公..我知错了..原谅我好吗??我想永远待在你身边..不要让我离开你好吗??我不想没有你..我不想失去你..
J:what u doing just now call me anything happen??
P:u still dunwan gv me a chance??i didnt go other country study le..
J:then wat u wan??
P:我不求什么..只求你原谅我..给我一次机会好吗??
P:原谅我的错..给我一次机会跟你在一起..好吗??
J:today u not study ma??
P:got..2day hv so many free class..nw is BM class..
P:你原谅我吗??
J:why ne??
P:我知道我真的错了..原谅我..
J:see 1st..let me think about it 1st..i wan go training liao..chat later k??
P:希望你会给我机会..我真得知错了..我没有出国了..好的..等你回复..加油..
J:i alrdy finish my training..
P:i finish class jor..where r u??
J:why??
P:ask only..miz u..
J:then
P:finish class jor..wan bak office.2day zi xin birthday..u take lunch alrdy??hw ur training??
J:ok..
P:o..remember take lunch..worry u gastrik..
J:where are u??
P:at home..
P:原谅我..给我一次机会..我知道错了..
J:你还有打给他吗??还是和他玩信息吗??
P:没有了..我知道错了..不敢了啦..我真得很想你原谅我..
J:看下先!给我几天时间冷静..
P:老公,难道你要原谅我都很难吗??我真的好爱你..我不想放掉我们的感情..
J:给我过了星期天才说咯!好不好??
P:好的..我会等..
J:对不起!最近好忙..
P:不用紧..我明白..我会给你时间..慢慢来..我一定会等的..老公,我爱你..这几天没有你的陪伴我觉得好孤独..
J:去睡觉吧..
P:嗯..知道了..你也是早点睡..不要给自已承受太大的压力..我爱你..晚安..
P:morning..darling..
P:take break jor ma??
J:havent why??
P:no r..ask only..
P:dear..u bz ma??
J:abit why??
P:nope..so boring..no teacher at class..n my class is very silent..tzyy shin n aiman pak toh nw..
J:then
P:if u bz nvm la..go working ba..dun wan disterb u..
J:then
P:im bak..at office nw..
J:then
P:jz let u noe...
J:then
P:writing blog nw..
J:then
P:haven eat..will go 2 eat later..r u eat alrdy??
J:yup then
P:miz u...canot ma??then..
J:nothing..
P:o..

这五天跟老公谈得东西就是这么的多..可是,老公到现在都不要原谅我..不知该怎样..我这次已经不再像以前这样..遇到这些事情会想去自杀..

p/s:老公,我不知道你又没看我的blog..可是,无论如何,我都要把我们的回忆全部都给记起来..没有你的日子开始变得沉默,孤独,寂寞甚至是难过..这已经成为我这一生最大的遗憾..我真的好希望你能原谅我..老公,我爱你..原谅我..